Week 32 - I'm sorry this emails not spiritual

Don't be careful, be Claireful

In life, we can be careful with people, by showing just general kindness. My little sister Claire is always kind and happy in all situations since the day of her birth, and it's MORE than just care, cus she has genuine charity. So lately I've been trying to go even further than being careful with others, by being Claireful with others. Let's all do that. That's what Jesus would do. Don't be careful, be Claireful

What the freak so much happened and it was ALL weird

-drank alchohol then threw it up

-sr hepburn didn't want to throw up but then she saw and heard me throw up so then she did

-sr Williams threw up at home

Let me explain that one actually, we went to an inactive members house and it was her b-day and she poured us drinks and we toasted, then as we drank she was like "ugh the church says we shoildnt drink stuff like this or coffee" so uh yeah. Sr Hepburn was like I'm gonna go grab a paper towel from the kitchen you guys wanna join? So we did then we looked at the bottle and it was alcohol and they dumped out their glasses, I went to sr Husson (the lady) and was like I'm sorry Im not drinking this. Then she switched up and pretended she didn't know it was alcohol, it was so so funny. 

So then when we left I was like "God doesn't want this in my system, neither do I" and made myself throw it up, which caused sr Hepburn to throw up too. Really funny videos came out of this experience. 

-the mountain was on fire

-saw a variety of dead animals

-lunch at the house of asuper active member, super inactive husband, and they had a horrifying Pic on the wall, it started at me. They had a real piano and a guitar?!?!? Very very satisfying that piano. Guitar méga out of tune

-were two for two with guitars, the NEXT day w met this guy Jeremy sr Williams found on Facebook and he HAD A Guitar it was so beautiful it was white

-performed for Jeremy in English this (joke) song I wrote on the ukelele, but played it then on his guitar, it's called "3 chairs and a toaster" to the friend who owned the guitar. He started recording as if it was some really meaningful song. The lyrics were literally "3 chairs and a toaster sitting in a line ones on the left ones in the middle and the third one happens to be mine" he does speak English

-The American sailing family was back for a pit stop, the dad gave us a training thing for when you knock on people's doors. He's the owner of a pest control company and he's from Utah. Unfortunately USA summer sales door approaches are not appreciated by the people of Martinique. Makes sense tho, I wouldn't like if people pounded on my door like that FUNNNNY DID LAUGH

You know what, I learned a thing or two with that whole guitar experience. So that first guitar the Pluton's house was EXTREMELY out of tune (Hah BSL), but I was like eh whatever a guitar is a guitar, I just gotta take what I can get you know? and then I played and I was like oh my gosh it's been so long I cant play I suck! This sounds horrible! I probably just lied to myself anyways I don't think I ever even knew how to play! I shouldn't even say I play guitar this sounds horrible. 

And then I was really discouraged

THEN the next day there was another guitar, at a Jeremy's house. And it was only kinda out of tune. And so I took the time to tune it, and then I played it and I was like WOAAHHHHH THIS IS SO FIRE I'M GOING OFF RIGHT NOW THIS IS WILD AND SO SATISFYING!!!!

Basically, sometimes life will be out of tune beyond your tuning abilities. Sometimes it's out of tune, and you CAN tune it. But regardless, Just chill out, just cus the guitar is out of tune doesn't means you can't play!

I really was out here breaking the commandment to doubt not fear not all cus the silly GUITAR was out of tune, how ridiculous

I've been noticing the spirit teach through me a lot lately, I'm very grateful for that.

The spirit of lyrical prophesy and melodic revelation has been dwelling within my soul this week I wrote like 2 songs at random, it's so weird I've never been into that kinda stuff before my mission.

Accras is the tradional Martinique Easter food, and crab too. We ate accras (honestly idk how to spell it)